Allergic to Gratitude – BC_Brynn
Phil/Tony & Bruce/Betty/Tony
65,569 words
In the wake of the Uncivil Skirmish, Tony Stark is the only Avenger left. To his unending surprise, things just get… easier.
depression/mental illness, getting together, panic attacks, polyamory, PTSD, slow burn
Anywhere, I Will Follow You – starspangledsprocket
Steve/Tony
19,544 words
“Mr. Stark? I, uh, I'm still not entirely sure how to do this, but the gentleman told me to leave a message, so I guess...” A sigh rattled over the phone line. “Look, Tony, I'm going to level with you – they told me I had one phone call, and you... you're the first person that popped into my head. So, yeah, I, uh... I've sort of been arrested, and I know we don't always see eye to eye, but I – if it's not too much trouble, that is – could really use some help, if you... you know what? It doesn't matter. Sorry for bothering you, Mr. Stark.”
A reworking of IM3.
anxiety, canon divergence, Christmas, depression/mental illness, friends to lovers, getting together, hurt/comfort, kidnapping, mutual pining, panic attacks, PTSD
Falling For You (Hook, Line, and Sinker) – FestiveFerret
Steve/Tony
62,140 words
After being thawed, Steve's adrift in the 21st century. There's nothing for him here, just the endless cycle of pre-packaged food, pointless training exercises, and long hours at the gym. But when he takes on a new project, it leads him to a new friend - one who might open up all kinds of new doors, new feelings, new experiences. Or might just break his heart.
breaking up & making up, depression/mental illness, kink: phone sex/sexting, long distance relationship, meet-cute, mutual pining, secret identities
Fractures (Filled With Liquid Gold) – itsallAvengers
Bucky/Tony
63,268 words
Ultron happened. The Avengers left.
Tony is fine with being alone again. He always worked better as a Lone Wolf than a team player anyway. He's not sleeping or eating or resting or... living, but it's fine. It's good. It's okay.
And then there's James.
depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, slow burn
Head Above Water – covarla
Steve/Bucky/Tony
9,202+ words
"I will give you two hundred dollars if you hide me until my asshole ex leaves." The bartender blinked in surprise and reached towards Tony again. His panic spiked. "A thousand plus whatever I have in my wallet. Anything you want. Please."
au: cop/detectives, au: no powers, depression/mental illness, panic attacks, PTSD, slow burn, tw: domestic abuse, wip
Helping Hands – tisfan
Bucky/Tony
68,925 words
Single-father and disabled military vet, Bucky Barnes goes to the Food Pantry... where he meets Tony Stark, serving a community service sentence...
au: no powers, depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, kidnapping, panic attacks
How to Date a Robot – Sineala
Steve/Tony
41,095 words
How do you date a robot? Even the twenty-first century doesn't have the answers to every question. Steve will have to figure this one out for himself -- after he politely rebuffs Mr. Stark's interest, of course. Sure, Mr. Stark is handsome, but Steve would rather be with his bodyguard. So when Iron Man agrees to go on a date with Steve, Steve couldn't be happier. He loves Iron Man with all of his heart, and their relationship rapidly grows serious. But why does Mr. Stark hate Iron Man so much? And why in the world is Mr. Stark trying to tear Steve and Iron Man apart?
depression/mental illness, secret identities
Just Far Enough – TheSopherfly
Steve/Bucky/Tony
50,773 words
Tony couldn’t honestly remember how long it had been like this. Probably since the day he’d called T’Challa and offered his help. At first it had just been compulsive self-denial: you can’t eat until you’ve drafted your opening remarks, until you’ve finished your research, until you’ve rewritten every last colon and comma and apostrophe in those Accords so that everyone can come home.
Those goals had been realistic. Lately, they’d become impossible. Until everyone forgives you. Until you forgive yourself. Until you make up for every bad thing you’ve ever caused.
He was fine. He was coasting in a dangerous place, but he was fine. He wasn't taking it too far - just far enough.
depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, tw: eating disorders
Next to you the sky is more blue – weethreequarter
Steve/Tony
39,021 words
There was something about abandoned buildings and the way nature was slowly reclaiming them as its own which had long captivated Steve. The beauty of the former grandeur undiminished, merely transformed. There was an atmosphere to them, a lingering sense of the lives lived or the jobs worked within their walls which made him feel oh-so small and yet so alive all at once. No two were ever the same, and he loved discovering little clues that told the story of the people who once called it home or made their living there.
There was something comforting about seeing the imprints of humans long gone; no matter who you were, there was a part of you, of what you made, of who you were that left its mark upon the world.
Over the years, he’d been to a lot of abandoned houses, factories, mansions and they’d all left an impression on him in some way or another. But none as much as the Mermaid House.
au: mermen, au: no powers, depression/mental illness, enemies to friends to lovers, PTSD
Nothing Here is as it Seems – SkywardGeek
Steve/Tony
121,443+ words
Tony Stark is fine.
Sure, he moved to a new city on a whim, but he's an eccentric billionaire - that's allowed!
And sure, he moved from a massive compound, mansion, and tower, to a tiny little one bed apartment that barely has enough room for him - it was cosy!
And sure, he barely sees his friends and does nothing but work - his job right now is important, okay? He's got to fix the accords and bring the Avengers back, for the safety of the planet!
Tony Stark is fine. This is not a mental breakdown.
He's met someone new.
He's learning to cook.
He's losing weight and getting fitter.
This is all he ever wanted.
He's fine. He's happy.
depression/mental illness, PTSD, slow burn, tw: eating disorders, tw: rape/noncon, wip
Problems – Hippiebuckyharrington
Bucky/Tony
27,750 words
Tony Stark is really too busy to be stuck in the mountains, let alone stuck in the mountains with the Winter Soldier of all people. But Hydra just had to go and make threats and ruin everyone's good time. The real kicker? There is only one bed. Which isn't a problem, a couch is fine, and they are both adults who can take turns. Except then it snows, and all heat and power in their shitty little cabin cut out. Whatever will they do?!
cabin fic, Christmas, depression/mental illness, friends to lovers, getting together, hurt/comfort, misunderstandings, PTSD, tw: child abuse, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
The Evidence – StrivingArtist
Bucky/Tony
16,692 words
Didn’t notice. Right. Sure. Two brilliant minds, two super spies, and a god didn’t notice when the chattiest man they knew stopped making sound. They just seemed happier than before. Brighter and more cheerful than before. They just seemed like they were more comfortable with him around when he was stone silent.
Fuck it.
He knew they noticed.
And he knew they liked him better this way.
depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, mute character, series
the slowest runner in all the world – silkspectred
Steve/Tony
2,884 words
Tony was pregnant in Siberia. Steve didn't know.
au: a/b/o, depression/mental illness, kink: mpreg, series
When Life Becomes a Play (and I Don’t Know the Role I’m Cast) – firelord_zutara
Steve/Tony
27,698 words
Months after the Battle of New York, the team moves into the tower. Tony and Steve keep dancing around each other, but besides his feelings towards the man, Tony has enough to deal with, what with trying to come to terms with himself and his own, personal issues.
He struggles through and through, but in the end, there's only one person who can save him -- the one person he hates the most: himself.
anxiety, depression/mental illness, getting together, hurt/comfort, PTSD, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
Who You Are To Me – CognizantCatastrophe
Bucky/Tony
16,774 words
Bucky started a YouTube channel to give himself something to do after he lost his arm in combat, and quickly became popular. Bucky is invited to a charity event, where he runs into a gorgeous man named Tony. Little does he know Tony is none other than Tony Stark, the richest man in the world.
They manage to keep their relationship private from fans and media for a whole year before Tony blows it by interrupting Bucky in the middle of a live broadcast. Yeah, Bucky warned him, but... Tony missed that part.
au: no powers, au: youtube, depression/mental illness, PTSD
A Love Story in Five Panic Attacks – sahiya
Steve/Tony
5,872 words
Steve and Tony help each other learn to breathe again.
depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, panic attacks, sick fic
A Nuke to Your Chest – vorkosigan
Steve/Tony
21,379 words
After Siberia, Tony held it together, but after that awful letter he started drinking. Heavily. And now he's having blackouts. Obviously, he doesn't remember calling Rogers on that cursed phone. And what you can't remember, well, it didn't happen. Obviously.
And Steve Rogers has had enough.
breaking up & making up, depression/mental illness, fix-it, hurt/comfort, tw: alcohol/alcoholism
Assholes Anonymous – spqr
Poly!Avengers
7,157 words
“That’s not the point,” Steve snaps. “You can’t bring strangers back to HQ just because you’re blind drunk and thinking with your dick.”
Tony sees red. “Maybe I am thinking with my dick, but it hasn’t been getting anywhere near enough attention lately, so unless you want to get down on your knees and blow me—“
Steve punches him.
depression/mental illness, kink: voyeurism
calling me home – feignedsobriquet, weethreequarter
Bucky/Tony
56,450 words
When Alexander Pierce turns up asking questions about Harley, it sets off alarm bells in Tony's head. But he never could've predicted it would result in him going on the run with the Winter Soldier in a desperate attempt to protect his children from Hydra. Throw in the Soldier's true identity, revelations about Tony's parents, and awkward parent-child reunions and Tony's left wondering what he's gotten into. And that's without the fact he maybe-kind-of actually likes his new co-parent.
canon divergence, depression/mental illness, PTSD
Dreams of The Future, Memories of the Past – FestiveFerret
Steve/Tony
15,499 words
Tony’s got a pretty serious crush on Steve Rogers, how could he not? Dude is smoking hot. So when he invites Steve to come live at the tower with him and Bruce after the Chitauri, he’s expecting it to be all fantasies, flirting, and How It’s Made marathons. Instead, he finds himself with an unhappy, angry Steve on his hands, and it isn’t long before he finds out that the object of his affection is hiding a worrying secret.
depression/mental illness
From Anonymous – STARSdidathing
Loki/Tony
4,383 words
When Tony was caught in a lab explosion three years ago, he was lucky to walk away with his life. He gained a lot of injuries and retreated from the world. He now lives in seclusion in an apartment complex he owns, but his retreat doesn't stop him from noticing his neighbour or developing a crush on the handsome man.
au: no powers, depression/mental illness, secret admirers
he survives everything, they say – AMidnightDreary
Loki/Tony
6,170 words
When Loki picks Tony Stark as his Favourite, it's mostly a means to an end. It quickly becomes something more.
au: soulmates/soulmarks, depression/mental illness
How much further must I travel, before you walk with me? – Bill_Longbow
Bucky/Tony
32,629 words
In a universe where you can make contact with your soulmate by drawing onto your skin, Bucky's soulmate immediately stands out. It doesn't bother Bucky too much his soulmate puts them in places where only they can see, the drawings are for him, and that's enough. They are so much more complicated, more detailed, more beautiful than the ones others get, after all.
One day the marks on his skin are not drawings, and they mark a pivotal change in their relationship. A change that ends with Bucky being disillusioned and enlisting. The loss of his arm overseas is just a step above the rock bottom they must reach before it gets better.
This is a story about two soulmates, lost and broken. But aren't broken things more beautiful for the cracks?
au: modern, au: no powers, au: soulmates/soulmarks, depression/mental illness, panic attacks, PTSD, tw: child abuse, tw: self-harm
I Come With Knives – aslightstep
Bucky/Tony
21,208 words
Everyone has a soulmate, the one person in this world that will complete you. Tony has always known he wouldn’t meet his, but it was enough to know he was loved.
Until it wasn't.
au: soulmates/soulmarks, depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort
I Will Always Be – blue_pointer
Bucky/Tony
13,589 words
In a world where people see through the eyes of their soulmates when they sleep, Tony Stark's dreams send him off the edge.
au: soulmates/soulmarks, canon divergence, depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, secret identities
I’m fine – Morethancupcake
Steve/Tony
4,648 words
It's not a mantra. Not really. It's not something he explicitly tells himself. No.
It's just... it stuck to him.
Fine. He's fine.
canon divergence, depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, panic attacks, PTSD, tw: domestic abuse, tw: gaslighting
Lay with me (lie to me) – Bill_Longbow
Bucky/Tony
17,688 words
“You'd better see for yourself,” FRIDAY said as she threw up several articles. When Tony dared to peek a look he groaned. Laughing back at him was his own face as he seemed to hug a smug looking Barnes, topped by the header “Secret affair revealed?” There were more pictures, of them walking together through the ballroom, the two of them close together and staring out into the garden. The headlines weren’t any better. “Lovebirds seeking some alone time?” “Two sides of the war: modern Romeo and Juliet?’ And Tony's favourite: “True reason for Avengers’ fall out: Iron Man stole Cap's love interest!”
When Tony saves James from being harassed during their welcome home gala, the press smells a scoop. Instead of being outraged, the general public reacts overwhelmingly positive to the news, so much so they decide to play along for the time being. But how do you tell the man you orphaned that you might actually like him? Why would James play along for any reason other than feeling in debt? And how are they supposed to mend bridges and be a team again when Steve is so angry all the time?
depression/mental illness, fake relationships, fluff, mutual pining, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
Null and Void, Until You – SalamanderInk
Loki/Tony
2,959 words
Hero fights villain, villain sets deadly trap, hero narrowly avoids their complete obliteration while maintaining banter—that is what Loki is used to. It’s almost routine by now, though an enjoyable one. The Man of Iron has always been far more clever than the others.
But why isn’t he getting up?
alternate universe, depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, secret identities
reconfigure my life – rainbowshoes
Bucky/Tony
79,572 words
HYDRA didn't create only one magic-user while in possession of Loki's scepter. There's another, and his powers are... a little different from Wanda's. The Avengers crew breaks into a HYDRA base to rescue Tony, who was kidnapped three weeks ago. Only, he isn't the way he was when he left them to go check out the place. Instead, he's now five and a half years old. And he's absolutely terrified of Steve. The Avengers do what they can to keep little-Tony happy until they can get Strange to come take a look at him, and (hopefully) change him back to his rightful age. It's not so easy dealing with a traumatized five-year-old, though, especially one who has some major attachment issues. Toward Bucky, of all people. Throw in some HYDRA shenanigans, and it makes for an interesting time, if not the most peaceful. Older-Tony isn't going to appreciate how much little-Tony blabs, either, but it's pretty hard to tell a five-year-old to shut up when no one wants to hurt his feelings...
de-aging, depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, kidnapping, tw: alcohol/alcoholism, tw: child abuse, tw: drug use, tw: eating disorders, tw: rape/noncon, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
Semaphore – DevilDoll
Steve/Tony
40,040 words
"I’m trying to like you, Tony. You’re just making it very hard."
depression/mental illness, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
Shadow of Despair – Turk_and_JD, xlenaleex (Turk_and_JD)
Gen
70,339 words
What if despair had a name and liked to eat your nightmares for breakfast? The Avengers are out on a routine mission when despair comes calling, and it sets its sight on our favorite genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist. As the team rallies to rescue their friend, they are brought face to face with the fact that they don’t really know Tony at all.
depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, kidnapping, PTSD, tw: alcohol/alcoholism, tw: child abuse, tw: rape/noncon
Somebody to care – TeamIronMan
Bucky/Steve/Tony
34,771 words
After the events of “Civil War” Tony decides to take himself out of the Avengers equation. In the midst of getting things set up for his departure, craziness ensues. Charles Xavier won’t let him go peacefully and a couple of super soldiers from an alternate dimension pop up out of nowhere adding in another wrinkle to Tony’s plans.
Let it never be said Tony’s life was anything but complicated.
depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort
The Secrets That You Keep – Shi_Toyu
Bucky/Tony
9,987 words
One week ago, Captain America and the Winter Soldier left a broken Iron Man in a Siberian HYDRA bunker... Now they're standing in Tony Stark's living room with no idea he's the man they left behind.
depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, secret identities
The Thousand Yard Stare – velveteenspirit
Gen
11,086 words
5 times one of the Avengers saw a gap in Tony's mask and 1 time they didn't. The Avengers realise they don't know Tony Stark as well as they thought they did.
depression/mental illness, found family, hurt/comfort, tw: child abuse, tw: self-harm, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
Under Pressure – TenSpencerRiedPlease
Bucky/Tony
55,850 words
Tony watches as Bucky tracks his movements with an easy confidence that should probably make him uncomfortable. He knew the man’s skills set and the way he was looking at Tony was like he was some kind of snack- he probably shouldn’t feel so comfortable with an assassin looking at him like a meal to be eaten but here he was.
canon divergence, depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort