450 Feet Under – Veldeia
Steve/Tony
23,999 words
“So. Sitrep," Tony said aloud, mainly to keep himself sane. "I'm stuck in a cave with no way to communicate to the outside world that I'm alive, and there's at least a couple of hundred feet of rock between me and help. The way I came in is definitely blocked, and I'm sporting the most spectacular compound fracture which will no doubt make moving around a bit – interesting. Plan of action... Trying to get out on my own might be a challenge.”
Or, cave rescue, Avengers style. Takes place at some non-specific point in time after Iron Man 3 and before Age of Ultron. Established Steve/Tony, though it's mostly in the background.
established relationship, hurt/comfort, PTSD, rescue missions, trapped in a cave
A Prosthetic Heart – ZombieliciousXIII
Bucky/Tony
103,495 words
Beggars can’t be choosers, and all that. However, somehow his bigger worry is if he’ll be able to put up with Stark long enough to even get the upgrade, you’ll have to, Barnes, you can’t keep going with this hunk of scrap metal for much longer.
Bucky only just managed to bite back a curse after moving into a certain pose, and knows his thoughts, for once, are right.
alternate universe, au: no powers, hurt/comfort, PTSD
Allergic to Gratitude – BC_Brynn
Phil/Tony & Bruce/Betty/Tony
65,569 words
In the wake of the Uncivil Skirmish, Tony Stark is the only Avenger left. To his unending surprise, things just get… easier.
depression/mental illness, getting together, panic attacks, polyamory, PTSD, slow burn
Anywhere, I Will Follow You – starspangledsprocket
Steve/Tony
19,544 words
“Mr. Stark? I, uh, I'm still not entirely sure how to do this, but the gentleman told me to leave a message, so I guess...” A sigh rattled over the phone line. “Look, Tony, I'm going to level with you – they told me I had one phone call, and you... you're the first person that popped into my head. So, yeah, I, uh... I've sort of been arrested, and I know we don't always see eye to eye, but I – if it's not too much trouble, that is – could really use some help, if you... you know what? It doesn't matter. Sorry for bothering you, Mr. Stark.”
A reworking of IM3.
anxiety, canon divergence, Christmas, depression/mental illness, friends to lovers, getting together, hurt/comfort, kidnapping, mutual pining, panic attacks, PTSD
Burn Your Biographies, Rewrite Your History – phlintandsteel
Bucky/Tony
147,252 words
The fall of the first domino, the flap of a butterfly’s wings, or James Buchanan Barnes. Only a time traveler could hope to figure out which one of those things had the greatest cascade of impacts on history.
Good thing this story has one.
Bucky survives HYDRA’s experimentation just to get stuck in the future (of an alternate dimension) for a week. He’s supremely thankful for the warnings he got there, that prevented the ‘Winter Soldier’ from ever becoming one of his titles, and prevented Steve from earning the nickname “Cap-cicle”. He’s pretty sure he’s dodged both those bullets. Now he just has to make it far enough into the future to meet his alternate-future-self’s fella, and maybe help out with an alien invasion or two along the way. Piece of cake, right?
canon divergence, getting together, hurt/comfort, mutual pining, PTSD, slow burn, time travel, tw: alcohol/alcoholism
Carbonell’s Fine Italian Dining – IfIToldYou7
Bucky/Steve/Tony
32,178+ words
After years of running his mothers restaurant into the ground, a betrayal lands Tony Stark in the hospital. He decides that enough is enough, fires his entire staff and vows to make a difference. Enter Bucky, a pastry chef who makes sure that he doesn't forget to eat and Steve, who keeps his life together. Together, with his new staff, they must restore Carbonell's name and make some damn good food while they're at it!
au: chef, au: no powers, PTSD, wip
Coffee – romanoff
Steve/Tony
10585 words
In which Clint works behind the counter, Tony is a regular and Steve is the new guy who only goes in for one cup but can’t stop coming back for the coffee. He says it’s the coffee. Spoiler alert: It’s not. It’s Tony.
au: coffee shop, au: no powers, getting together, PTSD, slow burn
Containment – D (come_feed_the_rain)
Steve/Tony
26,085 words
After Tony ends up severely injured from a surprise attack, triggering a flashback and putting him in the hospital for emergency surgery, the Avengers come together in worry for their friend and teammate and are disquieted by the intensity of Tony’s reaction. Between the flashback and the sedatives, Tony’s mind revisits key moments in his life while the team bands together in support of each other and their injured friend, letting SHIELD handle Tony’s attacker, they remain where they are needed, even if Tony isn’t awake to truly realize this. And through it all, Steve makes a decision that will change things with Tony.
flashbacks, hurt/comfort, injury recovery, PTSD
Costume Party – weethreequarter
Steve/Tony
34,684 words
Tony Stark had a secret identity long before he became Iron Man.
Following his parents' deaths, Tony was desperate for some privacy from the press. So he and Hank came up with a way for Tony to be two people at once. Which was fine, until Afghanistan and then his second identity had a name - Iron Man - and then there was New York and the Avengers and Steve Rogers. Then he discovers his crush on Steve is requited and he’s juggling two identities and a relationship, while working with Hank and Hope to figure out if Jan is alive. And then there's whatever Darren Cross is up to with the Pym Particles.
canon divergence, found family, friends to lovers, mutual pining, PTSD, secret identities
Deep in the Heart of Me – Finely Honed (jaqen_hgar)
Steve/Tony
254,456 words
There were days when the realization that he was someone’s father made Steve's head hurt. Mostly he was grateful that he could trust his instincts, because Peter was what had been missing from his life. Yes, he still had lingering, unresolved issues from his time in the Army, and sure, he had what Bucky annoyingly referred to as a criminally untapped ass and no life outside of work and Peter, but Steve was okay with how his life had turned out because of trusting his instincts.
Unfortunately, those same instincts had straight up betrayed him by going absolutely haywire upon being exposed to Tony Stark.
Veteran single dad Steve runs a tattoo shop. For his 40th birthday, Pepper arranges for Tony to get that tattoo he always wanted, and he winds up with the mother of all crushes instead. Jumping out of airplanes is one thing, but falling in love is something else entirely. Steve struggles with the idea of actually letting someone into his life. Tony is left trying to keep his heart from being broken while Steve figures things out.
au: no powers, au: tattoo artist, found family, hurt/comfort, kidfic, PTSD, secret relationship, tw: alcohol/alcoholism, tw: child abuse
Early Morning Calls – Tahlruil
Steve/Tony
62,637 words
There's nothing quite like getting yanked out of a dead sleep by a phone call, especially when you don't even know the person on the other end. But when you're as used to crazy as Steve, staying on the line doesn't seem like a bad idea at all.
au: no powers, au: wrong number, PTSD
From That Moment On – Shi_Toyu
Bucky/Tony
79,864 words
The Winter Soldier and Tony Stark have run into each other many times over the years and, despite the brainwashing and the memory wipes, something about the genius just seems so familiar. It kind of makes the Soldier want to keep him safe.
canon divergence, found family, getting together, hurt/comfort, mutual pining, PTSD, slow burn
Half Agony, Half Hope – Annie D (scaramouche)
Steve/Tony
37,921 words
Following the Battle of New York, the Avengers Initiative kicks into high gear under the leadership of Steve Rogers, i.e. Captain America. Tony didn’t mean to become part of this initiative, but it makes sense to sign on due to his experience with SHIELD and Rhodey’s War Machine suits.
The upside: Tony’s tech can be used in a widespread and meaningful way to help protect people. The downside: the last time Tony saw Steve, he’d rejected Steve’s proposal of marriage and broke his heart, leading to almost ten years of the two having no contact whatsoever. Until now.
breaking up & making up, canon divergence, mutual pining, panic attacks, PTSD, series
Handle With Care – margewearspants
Bucky/Steve/Tony
40,793 words
Tony likes to think he doesn't lie to himself, if not the rest of the world. So he knows that his insecurities are pretty much as textbook as they get. Abusive father, absent mother, misunderstood by his peers, almost murdered by that asshole. Yeah, it's pretty obvious why he shies away from emotional fucking honesty with anyone other than, you know, Pepper. That one time. Which had just such a great ending. Ugh.
When he finally gets over himself and accepts that Steve might be good, might be a good thing, a thing that he could possibly maybe actually deserve here, it should surprise him that Bucky fucking Barnes is recovered. It doesn't.
hurt/comfort, panic attacks, PTSD
Hard Rock Swing – copperbadge
Steve/Tony
18,395 words
It turns out, in the 21st century, Steve's best friend is an eighteen-year-old genius named Tony Stark. This might be trouble.
age difference, alternate universe, hurt/comfort, PTSD
Head Above Water – covarla
Steve/Bucky/Tony
9,202+ words
"I will give you two hundred dollars if you hide me until my asshole ex leaves." The bartender blinked in surprise and reached towards Tony again. His panic spiked. "A thousand plus whatever I have in my wallet. Anything you want. Please."
au: cop/detectives, au: no powers, depression/mental illness, panic attacks, PTSD, slow burn, tw: domestic abuse, wip
Imagine You and You (and You) and Me – RomancebyFaye
Bucky/Steve/Tony
36,749 words
Steve and Bucky both have two soulmates. When Bucky falls, Steve goes into the ice not long after. He wakes up decades in the future and has a rough introduction to his other soulmate, Tony Stark.
Neither man seem too enthused about the revelation, and Steve is slightly surprised when Tony makes no demands of him or even uncovers his soulwords. Turns out, Stark doesn't think too highly of soulbonds. Still, they manage to work together and Steve comes to realize he might have misjudged Tony.
He's working up the nerve to try and make this more than a friendship when Bucky turns out to be alive. And not quite alone.
Or, Steve is jealous of cuddles and bed sharing, Tony has no expectations of his soulmates because his soulwords are extra crappy, Bucky is sharing his psyche with the Asset, and all of them are on a converging path to falling in love.
au: soulmates/soulmarks, canon divergence, domesticity, PTSD
Iron Man: Unavailable, Tony Stark: In Trouble – navaan
Steve/Tony
40,778 words
After what happened in New York the Avengers with the help of Tony Stark are trying to become more independent. The team has grown together and for Steve Iron Man is a big part of that, although he has some trouble getting along with his employer. Then Steve faces a bit of a mystery when Tony Stark gets kidnapped – and Iron Man, who is supposed to be the man's bodyguard when he's not an Avenger, is nowhere to be found.
hurt/comfort, kidnapping, misunderstandings, PTSD, secret identities
It’s Our Pleasure – NotEvenCloseToStraight
Bucky/Steve/Tony
71,183 words
Steve Rogers is not a typical Dom and Bucky is a Switch choosing to submit for his Captain. Together they have a love that breaks rules and flaunts expectations, and when they see a beautiful sub being mistreated by his Dom, Bucky and Steve break another rule and interfere.
Tony is a sub bound to Old World protocol-- seen but not heard, there for Ty's pleasure alone, regarded as half a person without his Dom--and Tony thinks that life is normal.
Or at least, he thinks its normal until he meets Bucky and Steve.
Bucky has more freedom than Tony could imagine and Steve's only wish as Dom is to take care of his subs, and when both Dom and Switch fall for Tony, they make it clear there's room for him in their arms and hearts.
First they have to deal with Ty though, first they have to free Tony from an abusive Dom and a history of hurt, and that won't be easy.
But Tony's ready. He's ready to move on and reclaim his life, ready to take a chance on something new, and ready to learn the beauty of willing submission with Bucky, and the truth of a caring Dom in Steve.
au: Dom/sub, au: no powers, contracts, hurt/comfort, kink: BDSM, kink: bondage, kink: Dom/sub, PTSD, tw: domestic abuse, tw: lack of rights/slavery
Keep Your Eyes On Me – ElloPoppet
Bucky/Tony
10,345 words
“What the fuck, Stark. I don’t...I don’t hate you. Christ!”
Tony registered the offended and visceral tone of Barnes’ voice before processing the words, shaken off guard by both when they finally sunk in.
“That’s...huh.” Tony responded, eloquently.
“Is this about what I said when we got here? Because I meant that Steve would never make you bunk with me alone because you wouldn’t like it.” Barnes said, as though it were the most obvious thing in the world.
“...huh.”
enemies to friends to lovers, fluff, misunderstandings, PTSD
Kintsugi – repairing broken pottery with gold – QueenOfALotOfDifferentWorlds
Bucky/Steve/Tony
54,990+ words
Tony Stark is not at all bitter about being a submissive. Not at all. Why should he be? Sure, his whole life has been one shit show after another, because he is a sub, but why would he be bitter about it? No. Reason. At All.
Then he meets "The Avengers" a group of people helping abused subs. They are good people. Even the two Doms working there.
Not that Tony notices them or anything. They might look like they fell right out of his dreams, but it's not like he is interested, you know.
And who would ever want someone as broken as him?
au: Dom/sub, au: no powers, hurt/comfort, kink: BDSM, PTSD, slow burn, wip
Lessons on how to be Worthwhile – pensversusswords
Steve/Tony
19,693 words
The one where Steve thinks Tony is amazing, and Tony thinks Steve is amazing, but Tony doesn't think Tony is amazing.
Or, Tony has issues with self-worth, and Steve wants to fix that.
anxiety, domesticity, first time, found family, friends to lovers, getting together, PTSD
Next to you the sky is more blue – weethreequarter
Steve/Tony
39,021 words
There was something about abandoned buildings and the way nature was slowly reclaiming them as its own which had long captivated Steve. The beauty of the former grandeur undiminished, merely transformed. There was an atmosphere to them, a lingering sense of the lives lived or the jobs worked within their walls which made him feel oh-so small and yet so alive all at once. No two were ever the same, and he loved discovering little clues that told the story of the people who once called it home or made their living there.
There was something comforting about seeing the imprints of humans long gone; no matter who you were, there was a part of you, of what you made, of who you were that left its mark upon the world.
Over the years, he’d been to a lot of abandoned houses, factories, mansions and they’d all left an impression on him in some way or another. But none as much as the Mermaid House.
au: mermen, au: no powers, depression/mental illness, enemies to friends to lovers, PTSD
Nothing Here is as it Seems – SkywardGeek
Steve/Tony
121,443+ words
Tony Stark is fine.
Sure, he moved to a new city on a whim, but he's an eccentric billionaire - that's allowed!
And sure, he moved from a massive compound, mansion, and tower, to a tiny little one bed apartment that barely has enough room for him - it was cosy!
And sure, he barely sees his friends and does nothing but work - his job right now is important, okay? He's got to fix the accords and bring the Avengers back, for the safety of the planet!
Tony Stark is fine. This is not a mental breakdown.
He's met someone new.
He's learning to cook.
He's losing weight and getting fitter.
This is all he ever wanted.
He's fine. He's happy.
depression/mental illness, PTSD, slow burn, tw: eating disorders, tw: rape/noncon, wip
Of Spiders and Super-Soldiers – AuddieAussie
Bucky/Steve/Tony
147,256 words
After the hell that was Ultron and the Sokovia Accords, Tony doesn't blame the team for wanting nothing to do with him. To make up for past mistakes, Tony disappears into his lab and focuses on using his money and brains to provide the Avengers with more fancy tech than they'll ever need. By doing this, he also doesn't have to worry about Steve's grim frown, Bucky's hateful gaze, or everyone else's cold annoyance.
For six long months, this formula worked, but then fate decided to be a Loki-like dick and Tony wasn't sure how it happened, but in the span of one week, he'd somehow acquired a kid.
kidfic, PTSD
people like you must be the world’s loneliest creatures – avienexjel
Bucky/Tony
96,126+ words
tony stark is rich and popular and an arrogant asshole. in other words: his iq rivals einstein's, he's slept with most of his "friends" at least once, and he's so fucking lonely that sometimes he wakes up in the middle of the night and cries into the cold sheets on the empty side of the bed.
it's no different at SHIELD boarding school, at first. half the student body hates him, half want to be him, nothing new. that is, until tony accidentally breaks james barnes's prosthetic arm, and he suddenly finds the most vulnerable pieces of himself surfacing whether he wants them to or not.
au: high school, au: no powers, hurt/comfort, panic attacks, PTSD, wip
Problems – Hippiebuckyharrington
Bucky/Tony
27,750 words
Tony Stark is really too busy to be stuck in the mountains, let alone stuck in the mountains with the Winter Soldier of all people. But Hydra just had to go and make threats and ruin everyone's good time. The real kicker? There is only one bed. Which isn't a problem, a couch is fine, and they are both adults who can take turns. Except then it snows, and all heat and power in their shitty little cabin cut out. Whatever will they do?!
cabin fic, Christmas, depression/mental illness, friends to lovers, getting together, hurt/comfort, misunderstandings, PTSD, tw: child abuse, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
Re-Engineered – Opy3332
Bucky/Tony
73,411 words
“Tony blinks.
He blinks and his entire world changes.”
Tony is sent back in time from mid-Infinity War to just after returning from Afghanistan.
How different is Tony Stark, and the MCU, with all that knowledge of the future?
Haunted by the guilt of Rhodey’s injury, the betrayal and pain of Steve, the fear of Wanda, the loss of Jarvis, and the foreknowledge of Thanos, this Tony is one the universe hasn’t contended with before. And he is more than ready to re-claim his title of genius, billionaire, and philanthropist in ways unexpected.
canon divergence, enemies to friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, PTSD, slow burn
Small town boy – Just_Bill
Bucky/Steve/Tony
21,232 words
Wanted: Mechanic for car workshop, no experience needed. First six months only room and board, later payment in accordance with services rendered. No smoking, no pets. Start asap.
When Tony sees the ad he packs his bags and runs away from his small town home all the way to New York. A place where he can hide that he’s the only heir to the Stark fortune. Where no one calls him names or hits him for being too smart, not smart enough, too gay.
What he finds is a mechanic who might be as damaged as he is and a blond spitfire who tries so hard, but who can't seem to find the right buttons to help heal his friend. Somehow they connect, and somewhere along the line Tony feels like maybe it's possible for him to build a home, if not for that nagging fear of his past catching up with him.
au: no powers, domesticity, hurt/comfort, mutual pining, PTSD, tw: alcohol/alcoholism, tw: child abuse
Stepping Stones – somanyfeels
Bucky/Tony
19,593 words
Bucky remembers Howard. They were friends during the war. He also remembers killing him and his wife and staging it as an accident. Now he’s been given safety and friends under the hospitality of Howard’s son and if Bucky can’t change the past he’ll try to make up for it by protecting the person who not only gave him a home but had to live with the consequences of his actions. He didn’t expect to get too attached to Tony Stark.
caretaking, hurt/comfort, PTSD, sick fic
Tech Support – Amethystina
Bucky/Tony
31,236 words
When Tony decides to personally answer tech support queries to find ways to improve the next Stark Phone, the last thing he expects is to grow weirdly attached to one of the callers. The man is clearly not accustomed to modern technology, but his determination to get better is both admirable and adorable, and Tony can't help prolonging their conversations. Before he knows it, they're exchanging numbers.
Talking to James — be it over texts or the phone — soon becomes the highlight of Tony's day and he might just be falling in love, though he tries his best to deny it. He knows nothing can happen — not while James thinks Tony is just some random tech guy at Stark Industries rather than the man who owns the entire company. And, as if that wasn't enough, there's also Iron Man and the Avengers to consider. Tony would have to reveal everything before a relationship with James would be possible, but he's not sure how to do that without also risk scaring him away.
It therefore comes as quite a surprise when Tony finds out that James has been keeping similar secrets of his own.
hurt/comfort, PTSD, secret identities
tell me no – halfwheeze
Bucky/Tony
54,436 words
Barnes, 107th Infantry 32557038.
Barnes is not Bucky. Barnes is not the Winter Soldier. Barnes doesn't know who he is, or even sometimes, what he is.
Maybe Tony Stark can help him figure that out. Or maybe, if he just gets all the tools, he can fix Tony along the way too.
anxiety, Christmas, domesticity, found family, Hanukkah, kidfic, knitting, panic attacks, PTSD, slow burn, trans character, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
The Sum of Our Parts – ToAStranger
Steve/Bucky, pre-slash Steve/Bucky/Tony
161,594 words
Shit hits the fan. The news of Thanos's impending invasion forces the Avengers to reassemble, with some friends new and old, and things don't go entirely smoothly.
hurt/comfort, pre-relationship, PTSD, tw: alcohol/alcoholism
this isn’t violence, this is just a war in my head – sleeponrooftops
Bucky/Tony
107,356 words
Tony’s been stumbling his way through life for 45 years without any assistance, thank you very much, and he’d like to point out that forgiving the man who killed his parents is on the negative side of his to do list labeled NEVER. The problem is, they’ve got a few scars in common, and somehow they become little nightlights during each other’s darkest moments.
Or, the story of how Tony and Bucky started out here: one broken nose, a few guns, several fist fights, sharp words, a heart attack, bruised jaws, and the definition of mistrust—and ended up here: an anchor in unsteady waters.
enemies to lovers, panic attacks, PTSD, slow burn
This Wasn’t What the Brochure Promised – kahn
Steve/Tony
7,424 words
"Do you think this is still a training exercise, or did we just get our asses handed to us by actual bad guys?" asked Clint.
Tony, Steve, Clint and Bruce spend quality time together in a cave. Tony does not build another arc reactor (even if he sort of needs one). Steve is all Protective Leader. Clint is terrifyingly good with a knife. Bruce bleeds and snarks. There is banter and embarrassing amounts of schmoop and the boys get very touchy-feely.
found family, getting together, hurt/comfort, kidnapping, PTSD
Three Days, One Week, and a Lifetime – swtalmnd
Bucky/Steve/Tony
121,464 words
Bucky and Steve work at a coffee shop. Tony meets them when they actually make his insanely caffeinated order. Sparks fly and pants drop. 50% Actual Porn, 40% Schmoop, 10% clothes & coffee porn.
au: coffee shop, au: no powers, au: soulmates/soulmarks, kink: Dom/sub, PTSD, series
We Used To Crash Like Waves – closeyoureyez
Steve/Tony
62,806+ words
Tony is a 27-year-old disgraced omega working as a nanny. His summer consists of taking the child in his care, Natasha, to the community pool.
Alpha Steve Rogers is the 18-year-old, ridiculously attractive lifeguard of said pool.
When Tony meets him, he feels like he’s been punched in the gut and his omega instincts immediately go haywire. But Steve is nearly ten years younger than him. And definitely out of his league. Plus, there’s the whole ‘he’s sworn off alphas’ thing.
It doesn’t matter how blue Steve’s eyes are. Or how spectacular his muscles look, all wet and glistening, as he vaults out of the water. The two of them will never, ever happen.
Steve, though... Steve’s got other ideas.
au: a/b/o, au: no powers, panic attacks, PTSD, tw: child abuse, tw: omegas as second-class citizens, tw: rape/noncon
When Life Becomes a Play (and I Don’t Know the Role I’m Cast) – firelord_zutara
Steve/Tony
27,698 words
Months after the Battle of New York, the team moves into the tower. Tony and Steve keep dancing around each other, but besides his feelings towards the man, Tony has enough to deal with, what with trying to come to terms with himself and his own, personal issues.
He struggles through and through, but in the end, there's only one person who can save him -- the one person he hates the most: himself.
anxiety, depression/mental illness, getting together, hurt/comfort, PTSD, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
When You Wake – arianapeterson19
Bucky/Tony
2,608 words
Tony was many things but stubborn was the most prominent. So when HYDRA kidnapped him and decided to turn him into their personal flying monkey, they didn't realize it wasn't going to be simple.
OR
The one where Tony's mind is a mess and Bucky is patient.
hurt/comfort, kidnapping, panic attacks, PTSD
Who You Are To Me – CognizantCatastrophe
Bucky/Tony
16,774 words
Bucky started a YouTube channel to give himself something to do after he lost his arm in combat, and quickly became popular. Bucky is invited to a charity event, where he runs into a gorgeous man named Tony. Little does he know Tony is none other than Tony Stark, the richest man in the world.
They manage to keep their relationship private from fans and media for a whole year before Tony blows it by interrupting Bucky in the middle of a live broadcast. Yeah, Bucky warned him, but... Tony missed that part.
au: no powers, au: youtube, depression/mental illness, PTSD
You Know Who I Am – BuckyAboveEverything
Steve/Tony
48,559 words
Young Tony Stark is forced to marry Captain America.
It is either the best or worst thing to happen to him.
Spoiler: It’s for the best, mostly. 🙂
age difference, arranged marriage, au: a/b/o, canon divergence, hurt/comfort, misunderstandings, mutual pining, PTSD, secret identities, slow burn
(Hold Me) Through the Night – DefaltManifesto
Steve/Tony
13,440 words
Everyone has nightmares, Tony's just like to plague him on a regular basis. Steve wants to help, but Tony has never been one for talking. At least not about things that matter.
PTSD
And still we prevail – StarkDusted
Bucky/Tony
37,885 words
Yeah, no, fuck this, Tony would like a refund thank you, 110% would not prefer to die today, die, die like mom and dad who were dead back in that car-
December 16th, 1991.
It's an important day for HYDRA. The acquisition of the means to create several more soldiers for their cause- and the day that Anthony Edward Stark falls into their hands. The handler likes to think of it as the day of birth for their second greatest asset.
amnesia, canon divergence, hurt/comfort, kidnapping, PTSD, series
calling me home – feignedsobriquet, weethreequarter
Bucky/Tony
56,450 words
When Alexander Pierce turns up asking questions about Harley, it sets off alarm bells in Tony's head. But he never could've predicted it would result in him going on the run with the Winter Soldier in a desperate attempt to protect his children from Hydra. Throw in the Soldier's true identity, revelations about Tony's parents, and awkward parent-child reunions and Tony's left wondering what he's gotten into. And that's without the fact he maybe-kind-of actually likes his new co-parent.
canon divergence, depression/mental illness, PTSD
Crying Out For Help (Actually Hurts) – MountainRose
Gen
2,161 words
Tony builds a first aid bot, to help after nightmares; he's tired of fighting the Suit in his sleep.
PTSD
Did it hurt when you fell? – bonksoundeffect
Bucky/Tony
2,100 words
HEIGHT DIFFERENCE AUS (let's be honest, rdj/tony stark is a short cinnamon bun)
“You were trying to reach for a box of cereal and a whole shelf’s-worth of cereal boxes fell on you here let me help”
au: no powers, meet-cute, PTSD, series
Forms of Love – bear_bell
Bucky/Tony
32,889 words
Months after the Avengers' dispute in Germany, the team returns to the US and moves back into the tower. As always, everyone pretends that nothing happened. Tony is just fine with this. He's used to pretending, and he'll be damned if he lets any of them see him flinch.
Tony's the bad guy, after all. He's used to it. He's fine with it. He's good at it.
Only now, there's something far worse loitering around the tower - The Winter Soldier. No one notices the guy at first, but when they do, Tony figures that he should have the soldier's back.
Birds of a feather should flock together, and the bad guys should start a book club.
hurt/comfort, kink: bondage, PTSD
Happenstance and all that – gottalovev
Steve/Tony
7376 words
It's been six months since the Battle of New York and Tony is exhausted. The last thing he expected on Christmas' Eve was to meet Steve Rogers again by accident, in Central Park.
Christmas, hurt/comfort, PTSD
How much further must I travel, before you walk with me? – Bill_Longbow
Bucky/Tony
32,629 words
In a universe where you can make contact with your soulmate by drawing onto your skin, Bucky's soulmate immediately stands out. It doesn't bother Bucky too much his soulmate puts them in places where only they can see, the drawings are for him, and that's enough. They are so much more complicated, more detailed, more beautiful than the ones others get, after all.
One day the marks on his skin are not drawings, and they mark a pivotal change in their relationship. A change that ends with Bucky being disillusioned and enlisting. The loss of his arm overseas is just a step above the rock bottom they must reach before it gets better.
This is a story about two soulmates, lost and broken. But aren't broken things more beautiful for the cracks?
au: modern, au: no powers, au: soulmates/soulmarks, depression/mental illness, panic attacks, PTSD, tw: child abuse, tw: self-harm
I Am Iron… Werewolf? – LBibliophile
Gen
5,092 words
Tony has a secret. He has kept it for years with no problem, but that is suddenly much harder when he is sharing his Tower with superspies, a scientist, a supersoldier, and a god. The inevitable injuries and absences are hard to hide, and he is sure they are starting to see a pattern. It’s only a matter of time before they confront him with the fact that he is…
No. Wait. That’s not his secret.
5+1, PTSD, secret identities
I don’t like being handed things – lotticorn
Steve/Tony
55,859 words
If it hadn't been for the stupid fucking toad, Tony wouldn't be dying of boredom now. And he wouldn't have to put up with surveillance state Steve. It was just a broken arm, for fuck's sake!
In which Tony gets hurt and finds himself with way too much time and a very worried Steve. Who he might be falling for. Fast. But that's stupid because he's Tony Stark, a man with enough issues to make a seasoned therapist weep, and Steve is Captain America and pretty much perfect and it's never gonna work out anyway. Right?
hurt/comfort, injury recovery, panic attacks, PTSD
I’m fine – Morethancupcake
Steve/Tony
4,648 words
It's not a mantra. Not really. It's not something he explicitly tells himself. No.
It's just... it stuck to him.
Fine. He's fine.
canon divergence, depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, panic attacks, PTSD, tw: domestic abuse, tw: gaslighting
In Deep Water – itsallAvengers
Steve/Tony
11,494 words
The Avengers want a pool. Tony can arrange that for them. He can. The thought doesn't fill him with horrible, daunting dread and crippling fear.
Not at all.
(Or maybe denial does more harm than good)
hurt/comfort, misunderstandings, panic attacks, PTSD
It Only Hurts (When I Breathe) – Ocean_Born_Mary
Steve/Tony
6,290 words
Tony could see the mass of scar tissue built up around the reactor, could see the little pieces of shrapnel in his lungs, and he wondered, even now, how he was able to Not-Breathe so well with his heart and his ribs and his lungs all squished out of place.
found family, hurt/comfort, PTSD, series, sick fic
It’s Not Cosmetic – withasideofangst
Steve/Tony
32,997 words
After Afghanistan and Iron Man, SHIELD gave Tony a choice. He could out himself as Iron Man, or claim it was a bodyguard, and hide his face from the world.
Agent Agent never said anything, but Tony had hacked SHIELD's servers and knew they wanted him to go the bodyguard route. Yes to Iron Man and no to Tony Stark, and all that.
That, as well as keeping Pepper safe, made him go with the bodyguard cover, and flimsy as he thought it was, no one questioned it.
Of course, why would they? Tony Stark was no superhero.
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Although, it's less easy to keep a secret identity with a bunch of superheroes and spies living in your house.
canon divergence, hurt/comfort, misunderstandings, PTSD, secret identities, series
Lost and Found – NotEvenCloseToStraight
Bucky/Tony
108,855 words
Six months before ‘I am Iron Man’, a man is left in an alley with nothing but his clothes, a first name, and a missing left arm. James doesn’t remember anything, but he picks himself up and tries to navigate the lost pieces of his life anyway.
Six months after ‘I am Iron Man’, Tony is falling apart. Pressure from Capital Hill, stress about the Expo, PTSD from Obadiah and Afghanistan and a blood toxicity monitor reading 19% has Tony tipping over into a nervous breakdown, so one day he runs away and tries to get lost, hoping to find some peace.
Tony and James meet as strangers but with Tony crossing things off his bucket list and James having nothing to lose, what starts as an offer to fix James’s arm quickly escalates into more.
Through Monaco, the Expo, and a birthday party, Tony and James learn that getting Lost can lead to being Found in incredible ways, but James doesn’t know about the palladium and Tony isn’t ready to admit they have an expiration date.
With time almost up, is Tony ready to say goodbye? And what happens when a Captain from James’s past shows up and calls him ’Bucky’?
canon divergence, hurt/comfort, panic attacks, PTSD, slow burn, strangers to lovers
many names in history, none of them are ours – aubkae
Steve/Tony
42,948 words
Steve's not sure if he'll ever understand Tony Stark, but it's good, living here. If he still wakes up sometimes convinced this was all a dream, well, it's better than it was before, and that's something, isn't it?
The Avengers live in a world that both glorifies and fears them, but they know each other now behind the scenes.
kink: switching, PTSD
Memory Lane – itsallAvengers
Steve/Tony
3,669 words
Suddenly, he's soaking - someone just threw a fucking water bomb or something, and it's not a big deal, it shouldn't be a big deal-
But for some reason, it is.
hurt/comfort, panic attacks, PTSD
Mystic – TenSpencerRiedPlease
Stephen Strange/Tony Stark
53,080 words
Soul mate's names appear on their mate's skin. But the names aren't just the ones on their birth certificate- soul marks detailed every name your soul mate would ever receive throughout their lifetime.
Tony’s soul mate is fucking stupid. This idiot used the name ‘Stephen Strange’ and ‘Dr. Strange’- both of which made sense- but then the final tattoo that liked to appear sometimes was fucking ‘Sorcerer Supreme’. He decided from the moment he saw that embarrassing name he was one hundred percent never, ever going to give two shits about his dumbass soul mate.
Stephen had rolled his eyes so hard when ‘Iron Man’ flitted across his arm for the first time. Well, the first time he could read it. But the other names were interesting too- namely Tony Stark.
canon divergence, open ending, PTSD
Nightmare Dressed Like a Daydream – DreamcatchersDaughter
Bucky/Tony
3,366 words
Bucky accidentally crashes a blind date and he's not all that sorry about it.
au: no powers, blind date, hurt/comfort, mistaken identity, PTSD
Over The Line, Your Voice Lights Me On Fire – ISC
Bucky/Tony
5,376 words
When he gets the first voicemail Bucky listens and deletes without a second thought. New phone now that he's back, probably just a simple misdial. With the second, he listens and deletes, convinced that the caller will realize their mistake when this ‘Jarvis’ never returns their call. The third and fourth he keeps with guilty conscious because there is something about the other man's voice that his broken brain latches onto. With the fifth, tearful and pleading, Bucky confesses to Steve who convinces him to call the number and tell the guy he misdialed. When he finally begins to work up the nerve the sixth comes through it stops him in his tracks.
‘Hey Jarvis, just me. I’m OK, mostly. A little beat up, but hey, that’s Howard. I just wanted… I just.... goddammit. Fuck J I miss you so much! God. Final semester of MIT starts soon and Rhody won't be there and you aren't here because you're gone and it's all my fault!’ Broken sobbing interrupted the message and Bucky felt his heart constrict. ‘Why’d you have to die Jarvis? Why’d you have to leave me alone with Howard? I need you. I… '
au: no powers, hurt/comfort, PTSD, tw: child abuse
Shadow of Despair – Turk_and_JD, xlenaleex (Turk_and_JD)
Gen
70,339 words
What if despair had a name and liked to eat your nightmares for breakfast? The Avengers are out on a routine mission when despair comes calling, and it sets its sight on our favorite genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist. As the team rallies to rescue their friend, they are brought face to face with the fact that they don’t really know Tony at all.
depression/mental illness, hurt/comfort, kidnapping, PTSD, tw: alcohol/alcoholism, tw: child abuse, tw: rape/noncon
Someone To Bring Me Home – Myrime
Bucky/Tony
32,894 words
After coming home from the war, Bucky has a hard time piecing his life back together. He has friends and a home, but it all feels suffocating enough to send him running, hoping to find something worth living for.
With Obadiah's betrayal hanging around his shoulders, Tony moves to the country, where he becomes a small-time mechanic with a secret workshop in the basement, trying to figure out how to go on from almost having lost everything.
Neither of them is quite sure where home is anymore. When they meet, they both think themselves broken. Maybe all they need is someone who understands them to build something new.
au: no powers, breaking up & making up, hurt/comfort, panic attacks, PTSD
Stars Are Not Alone – InsaneJuliann
pre-Bucky/Steve/Tony
8,516 words
After a mission gone wrong, Tony's suffering from a recurrence of nightmares. He retreats to his shop to deal with them his way. Certain members of his team don't seem to be on board with that plan.
PTSD
The Funvee – Finely Honed (jaqen_hgar)
Bucky/Tony
3,844 words
Surviving a near death experience was weird. That was the only word that came to mind. Tony vacillated wildly between highs, and lows, but with everything going on, he was mostly able to shove his unwelcome feelings into the background, and focus on his New Life. When you built a badass, flying suit and became a superhero almost overnight, you were definitely allowed to abuse capital letters when talking about your life.
Tony was pretty good at ignoring it, though, because, well… Iron Man. Too busy. Too important. Too many wrongs to right, and people wanting to get their grubby hands on his sexy tech, so there was always a reason to do or think about something other than the flesh and blood Tony Stark’s problems.
Right up until he didn’t have a choice, anymore.
enemies to friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, PTSD, tw: alcohol/alcoholism
The Hawk’s View – Raliena
Steve/Tony, Clint/Phil
194,998 words
Clint knows several facts to be true:
1. He will always look out for those who are his.
2. Steve loves Tony.
3. Tony loves Steve.
4. Tony is a civilian.
5. Iron Man is a villain.
But just because something is true does not mean it is the whole truth, the complete truth and nothing but the truth.
He doesn't know that yet.
alternate universe, domesticity, found family, hurt/comfort, PTSD, secret identities
The Minor Fall, the Major Lift – jukeboxhound
Steve/Tony
4,817 words
"Jesus, Steve, it's not like I went diving in the Mariana Trench, I'm fine." Totally fine, and if he's shaking a little and can't quite bring himself to stop touching the arc reactor, whatever, no one's perfect.
(This is how they piece it together and make it work.)
found family, hurt/comfort, PTSD
The Secrets Between Us – Hippiebuckyharrington
Bucky/Tony
44,792 words
Tony Stark is fine. Really, just peachy. Maybe a little lonely, and yeah, PTSD is a bitch but he's managing. But then Clint Barton signs him up for some help site that allows you to text people going through similar shit, and Captain America drags a hurting Bucky Barnes to the Tower. And everything changes. Tony starts to fall for the mysterious man he's been texting AND for the beautiful blue-eyed ex-assassin living in his home. Dealing with that, along with trying to deal with the two rather large secrets he's carrying, Tony Stark's life gets a lot more complicated, something he didn't really think was possible.
hurt/comfort, kidfic, misunderstandings, PTSD, secret identities, texting
The Way to a Man’s Heart – MountainRose, synteis
Steve/Tony
12,680 words
After New York everything was harder. Rough on all of them. A box of donuts changes the course of the Avengers and goes a long way towards making one of them happy, for a while, but Steve and Tony are going to have to talk about their shit eventually.
A series of codas to the films starting with The Avengers, and featuring plots that revolve far too much around food.
friends to lovers, PTSD
then sirens, then bells (the broadcast remix) – isozyme
Steve/Tony
8,794 words
“I tire of this,” Amora says, and with a casual gesture the entire team is pinned in place, frozen in mid-air. Steve has the unsettling, half-familiar feeling of someone rifling through his head like it’s a card catalogue. A mind-reader as well as a witch, then.
A female voice whispers into his mind’s ear. It’s very tragic in here, dearheart, but I think your armored friend is, somehow, more psychically toxic than even you.
What’s wrong with Tony? Steve thinks, but the presence is gone, leaving his memories of war stirred up like flying insects rising off a lake in at dawn.
The Enchantress opens Tony's mind to anyone and everyone near him. Steve knows he should let Tony keep his secrets, but he's not noble enough to stay away.
anxiety, hurt/comfort, kink: voyeurism, panic attacks, PTSD, telepathy, tw: suicidal thoughts/reference
Unwritten Endings – XtaticPearl
Steve/Tony
124,987 words
Tony takes the bullet meant for Captain America at the end of their war and through his death, brings together the team again. Only, he isn't really dead and when he comes back, the equations between the team-mates begin to alter and reform, writing a new story altogether.
found family, hurt/comfort, PTSD, slow burn, temporary character death, tw: alcohol/alcoholism, tw: self-harm