Fandom: Sakende Yaruze! | Shout out Loud!
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Hisae Nakaya, Fuse Akihi
Additional Tags: Community: yaoi_challenge
After Fuse leaves, Nakaya’s left holding on to the only person he has left.
He was starting to wonder if they ever were.
He’d figured it out a while ago, back when Fuse was in the same country as him and his entire existence had become one giant question. Even then, he knew it was bound to end. It just wasn’t right for him to be with her and with Fuse. He’d known, but he hadn’t wanted to let go of either of them.
In the end, it wasn’t his choice.
After Fuse left, he thought things would go back to normal. He’d expected life to get simple again. Guy plus girl instead of guy plus girl plus guy. But it didn’t get any simpler. The opposite, actually, because it hurt without Fuse and even when he was with his girlfriend it still hurt and he couldn’t pretend he didn’t miss Fuse.
She figured it out. Admittedly, it wasn’t that hard, and it was obvious at that point, that they weren’t really in love with each other anymore. He should have just told her, because talking about it might have made him fell better and she was the kind of girl that would have understood. She would have sympathized.